It is been awhile since I posted anything new on my blog.
Right now I am in new place in my life, I just moved to Swansea, Wales for the final year of Graduate school. I feel so grateful for the immense opportunities that God has fulfilled in my life. I am content with the direction that my life is taking, so why do I have these clouded thoughts that trouble me once in awhile?
Clouded thoughts. Perhaps it is the impending Dissertation, that will probably be one of the major milestones of my life? Or maybe it is the fear of failing? Could it be a sense of pushing myself too hard that I fail to stop and truly admire the beautiful things happening in my life? All these makes me sound like a really selfish and ungrateful person!!
I reckon that we all go through moments in our lives when we have such clouded thoughts. When we fail to see and admire the magnitude of God’s magnificent works in our lives?
Life changes and sometimes takes us by a complete surprise. Certainly my life has changed in the past one year in more ways than I had ever imagined. I often find myself feeling like a child learning to crawl all over again. I must admit that all these often leaves me feeling totally out of breath…and on days like this, I have extremely clouded thoughts.
One thing is for certain though, in such moments I learn to Trust God more. In my silence I ask him to fully take charge of my life and grant me the obedience and serenity to follow when he does lead…
So now I will allow myself to free fall into his will. I know there will be a soft landing because that is what Faith teaches us to do; allow ourselves to believe in the impossible.
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