Clouded Thoughts…

by Wanjiku Wanderi - Jorgensen October 6, 2010 5 comments
It is been awhile since I posted anything new on my blog.
Right now I am in new place in my life, I just moved to Swansea, Wales for the final year of Graduate school. I feel so grateful for the immense opportunities that God has fulfilled in my life. I am content with the direction that my life is taking, so why do I have these clouded thoughts that trouble me once in awhile?
Clouded thoughts. Perhaps it is the impending Dissertation, that will probably be one of the major milestones of my life? Or maybe it is the fear of failing? Could it be a sense of pushing myself too hard that I fail to stop and truly admire the beautiful things happening in my life? All these makes me sound like a really selfish and ungrateful person!!
I reckon that we all go through moments in our lives when we have such clouded thoughts. When we fail to see and admire the magnitude of God’s magnificent works in our lives?
Life changes and sometimes takes us by a complete surprise. Certainly my life has changed in the past one year in more ways than I had ever imagined. I often find myself feeling like a child learning to crawl all over again. I must admit that all these often leaves me feeling totally out of breath…and on days like this, I have extremely clouded thoughts.
One thing is for certain though, in such moments I learn to Trust God more. In my silence I ask him to fully take charge of my life and grant me the obedience and serenity to follow when he does lead…
So now I will allow myself to free fall into his will. I know there will be a soft landing because that is what Faith teaches us to do; allow ourselves to believe in the impossible.




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Technomad October 6, 2010 at 1:52 pm

May you have a wonderful stay as you pursue your dream.
Its a challenge and you will have a clear mind as the battle belongs to the Lord. Follow God's battle plan. It is enjoyable, unique, and effective. Seek Him in your circumstance right now.
I am sure your heart frequently fills up with love and worship for God. Worship God for His ability and might, and you will see them released on your behalf.
All will be well.

Wanjiku Wanderi October 31, 2010 at 1:12 am

Thanks my dear friend!

Anonymous December 12, 2010 at 11:35 pm

nice post. thanks.

Peter December 15, 2010 at 7:02 am

Thanks for your nice post. I love your language! It´s so enjoyable to read.

May God bless your endeavours.

chris March 13, 2011 at 1:56 am

We take many journeys in life, nothing is by accident, the motions were set long ago


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